Friday, March 8, 2013

on being dead

In my delirium,  I saw a and heard the "test pattern" that they used to play at the end of the television broadcast day... nothing more will ever happen. I am dead.
I didn't actually see this picture.  What I actually saw was a very bright circle with a small black dot  at the center.  And I heard the buzz.   Its interpretation as the end of broadcasting was immediate.

The statement "I am dead" is self-contradictory, since it uses the verb "to be" which obviously you are not if you are dead.   This is an example of the difficulty in conceiving one's own death.  

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